okay, which is wierder

that fred armisen is on saturday night live or that he's been on the show for four goddamned years and I only found out about it just now? seriously? seriously. seriously? i mean, trenchmouth; bassanova stuff, sally fucking timms. i'm at a goddamned loss.

why do i need the fucking new york times to find this shit out?

okay damnit, damon locks interviewed? really? and references to the sxsw schtick? and chunklet approval? i mean, really. all they were missing was ira say how damned funny he is. except, he's not THAT funny. well, actually I guess he is. which extra sucks for snl. i mean, he is funny, but i've never shit my pants. okay. i've shit my pants, but still, am i getting older? i guess so. shitting my pants will only get easier but right now it seems harder than it should be in situations like this,,,

hard to recapture that, well, i dunno, yout i guess.

a moment is but a moment, and then it's history. or maybe it's memory, or history, or both.